Melancholy And Infinate Saddness?

Image by Rickydavid via FlickrI just can't seem to get anything done. How do I get over this unmotivated and scatterbrained feeling?

This last move has really kicked my ass and I am not sure why. I have moved under some pretty stressful situations before. For example, when we bought our house the closing was Dec 26th, but I was busy giving birth to Alex. We moved in to the house on Dec. 28th. With a 2 year old and a 2 day old I was able to get unpacked and situated, but here I can't. Maybe it is the thought of having to pack up and do it again in a few months? I don't even want to finish unpacking or bother hanging pictures on the wall, you know?

You know, for all of my pissing and moaning that I never got anything done, I used to accomplish a lot in a day. Now, not so much. It takes all of me to remember to pull something out of the freezer for dinner, or that I need to pick up something for a get together.

I make to-do lists and they are ignored. I write myself notes to remember and they are misplaced.

I am just thankful that my kids aren't toddlers running around unable to do things for themselves. I don't know what I would do then.

Believe it or not, I am not generally a whiner. I know my posts lately would probably lead you to believe otherwise, but really, I am not. I am a do-er, not a whiner. (I sound like such a motivational speaker, don't I?) I suppose I need to stop complaining and do something about it... but what?